On Frail Wings of Vanity and Wax

It's been a pretty cool weekend so far. Hung out at town overnight till this morning, with kim and EILE. Ivy went home early, she always goes home early, I don't know why. I'm still scared of her though. It was alright hanging out with them, though I guess it would have been better if more people were there? I'm like new so I wouldn't know. Oh and the early morning prostitutes were definitely not something I wanted to see after not sleeping the whole night. Please tell me they could have afford more than mcdonalds considering their line of work and maybe get better clothes or something.

Football training is going well! Muhaimin's back with us and it has been greatly appreciated return, haven't seen him in way too long. Guess JC life is taking a toll on him. Bastard. He better not fail his "A"s. NYP-SCL football competition coming up in 2 weeks! Can't wait. Honestly, I'm craving for 1st place. Come on, it's football between guys who wear lab coats everyday and play with agar plates and test tubes. Unless some year 1s are really really good, it's gold or bust!

Been feeling more emotional lately, getting angry alot and feeling sad at times. Damn. I hate it. I want to be my ignorant self. But that thing is coming back to haunt me. Is it not something I can leave behind?

Sham
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