Valentine Virgins & Runaway Responsibilities

First blog post. Ever.

I wonder what it's like spending this day with someone you love, or with anyone at all. Ahhh, yes, I've never lived this day to its expectations of romance and things like that. Though I've seen many others have. Whether its with their true love of many years, or someone off the street a few days ago.

The single life. I can't say that I've never fell for someone before, we all have. But I've never seriously pursued anyone before, and it leaves me with the all too familiar feelings of "what if....". The feeling that makes you feel lonelier when your friends are away, the empty feeling of wandering the streets by yourself, the half felt joy when you have no one to embrace with your accomplishments, the sinking feeling of not being able to talk to somebody when you're doing nothing at all.

But it's not all bad. Friends are always there to help. Playing football, the game of my life, takes it all away and the only thing that matters is having fun. Now, there's also fishing to take up my time, it isn't all about catching big fishes, it's a common activity that brings the remnants of the M.P.A.J.A together, to talk, meet each other, or just to hang out.

Hah. I'm just being optimistic here. There's something good that'll come out of everything. Nothing will actually amount to a bad ending. Well except for my coming semester exams. Fuck.

Cheerios.

Sham
Aspiring footballing, fishing, J-rocker
No, I'm not emo

Scar Tissue - Red Hot Chili Peppers

Scar tissue that I wish you saw
Sarcastic mister know it all
Close your eyes and I'll kiss you 'cause
With the birds I'll share
With the birds I'll share
This lonely view
With the birds I'll share
This lonely view