I'll Take My Chances

Tomorrow's the last day of my exam. Last day of the semester. Last day of year 1 of my polytechnic. Fucking finally la.

Going fishing on Friday! Can't wait. I really need to get the feeling of a fish.

Training officially starts for me tomorrow. Running, exercise, weights, possibly gymming too. Then there's ballwork too.. sigh.. Being dropped from the team really hits you hard. Morale is damn low. Hearing about the match just makes it worse. But I guess it's all I deserve since I haven't been trying hard to improve or playing well at all.

Well in the words of some person. "Gambatte! Don't give up! Whether it's 90 minutes or just 9 minutes, earn your place and play your heart out."

Well I guess she's right. I got nothing to prove to anyone except myself.

9 days to make up for 9 months of pathetic play.
9 days to get my act together.
9 days to get my confidence back.
9 days for No.9.
Do or die.

Sham
Iwontturngayinayearfuckyoukimswee

Song 2 - Blur

Lucky Fag~!

LOL!! ok.. so i posted about bashing the other day.. so yeah.. went bashing at LSR today.. wow.. what an adventure we had.. its really not for the faint hearted.. walked for almost an hour.. to reach to a new spot to fish... quite a lot of action there.. so we casted... and guess what? i caught my 1st toman! lol! a juvenile one.. very cute... the head like smiling.. too bad never take any picture.. cos the fish *ploop* back into the water.. when the juvenile toman took my lure.. my lure went *ploom*.. very cute la.. okok.. enough talking about fishes.. someone complained already! lol!

so today is Naz's birthday! Happy birthday mate! went to town to chill with Naz and ray and someone very vulgar! lol! then afterwards.. me and naz met up with ying liang and sham.. treat Naz to pool.. the bloody Ying liang win all of us.. lol! faggot.. then later.. went to treat Naz to dinner at Far East.. it was all nothing much ar.. but hope Naz enjoyed it ar..

so yeah.. thats about it for today... sigh.. yeah.. thats all for now! Where the hell are you?!?!

Jus
It makes me wanna scream.

Brawl.

So Chelsea won the Carling cup against Arsenal.. credits still given for the arsenal's young guns who put up a brave and good fight against chelsea.. its like chelsea catching a mummy toman.. hard to conquer.. but manage to land it in the end.. poor John Terry..

Did you see how he was knocked out cold? you should if you haven.. make my heart missed a beat.. received a full blow clearance right on the face.. he swallowed his tongue.. and was unconscious for 1 full min. Credits for the Arsenal's physio for being the 1st on the pitch trying to revive him.. credits to Arsenal's supporters for applauding him off the field.. credits to the player that whacked him.. (he kneeled beside John pit Terry and cried.) sigh.. i wish him all the best..

well.. woke up today. went to an interview at Giant.. Parkway Parade.. thinkin of getting a job at Giant Tamp.. yeap.. then met up with nadzir and nazirul and talk cock at PRP.. NAdzir damn lame ar.. lame to the core.. is worst den me lame.. break my record.. get the lame championship belt (LCB) from me already.. lol.. er.. ok.. that sounds lame.. so i still lame ar nadzir.. sorry ar punat..

then later went to Daves'.. my poor chuggy buggy.. gone.. after serving me with 3 fishes.. gone.. bloody bro of mine.. lol.. lost my lure.. but nvm ar.. new beginning.. hope to land a toman next.. though i have one in ma pants already.. whakakaka!!! jk.. bought a surface cruiser 28g.. heard they doesn't produce it no more.. so quickly buy.. phew... then we were stuck in the rain.. stuck at Daves' for quite long.. see lots of rich fags.. but one ah pek very cute.. hehe..

then later went home.. coz feel so depress.. cant tell why.. yeah.. went back home.. slp till 10pm.. lol! dead log eh.. ahhhh... tomorrow going bashing! can't wait!

well.. thats all for now! i miss you la god dammit.. cheers!

Jus
Lost my soul mate

I Put Emo In Hemoglobin

Ah fuck. I screwed up big time today and shamed all aspiring teenage scientists out there. I've resorted to sitting the dark corner of my room contemplating about how life sucks.

I was so spaced out during my exam. Lack of sleep? Maybe. Just an excuse for incompetence probably.

Qn26
Draw a prokaryotic cell and label the 5 important components.

lalala. I drew a eukaryotic cell and didn't even bother to check due to ignorance. 10 marks go bye bye.

Qn27
What is nucleic acid? What are the 2 types? Name 3 differences. Name 3 functions of nucleic acids.

I blanked out. I'm 18 and in a polytechnic science course and couldn't answer a question meant for secondary 2 kids. DNA and RNA. Wow. Ahh. Sayoonara to another 10 marks.

I guess I'm just ranting here. But oh well. It's my dump on the internet anyways.

Hopefully I'll meet nice girls when I'm retaking cell biology next year.

Cheerios.

Sham
Mr Brightside

Don't Drink Poison - Le Tigre

Back.

yeah.. back at singapore since wed.. had quite a good time there.. played with firecrackers and all..
Also got the chance to play with my uncle's new born child.. bloody chubby and cute.. goshness..

Came back to Singapore.. became a sick man.. down on high fever.. now still recovering.. but still.. forced myself to went fishing with my cousin.. caught a PB again.. pb as in Peacock Bass.. not Prison Break.. quite big.. and cute.. put up quite a good fight.. naz and nadz keep saying i lucky bastard.. but cant blame them.. coz i tink i am.. (only with the fishes)

Then went out with mon, rae, naz, and sham to town.. played pool.. i won every match.. den walk around.. so boring down there.. so crowded too.. due to Chingay.. den later rae had to go home.. den me, naz, sham, and mon went walking towards part of orchard i never have been to.. so underground.. then went to play pool again.. so many ang mors.. bloody action.. yeah.. den head home..

went to sleep-over at sham's house last night.. did plenty of stuff together..*uh-hum* yeah.. watch Napoleon Dynamite.. merepek show.. but funny.. cos its merepek.. yeah..

den today.. have soccer training.. was so looking forward to it.. but alas.. cant play much.. something's wrong with my toe.. very painful.. feel so depress.. no confident.. den went home first.. coz feel so depress.. hope recover in time for the match.. not saying that the team really needs me.. but i really wanna play.. yeah..

so now im at home.. some shit just happens.. yeah.. oh well.. thats all for now.. cheers..

Jus
can you hear me..

Time to UPGRADE!!!

today i went luring with nadzir...
reach spot X at 6.50am...
the bus was super fast...
zoom zoom zoom...

everything was ready....
knots... lures...
start off with the lure that got me my two fishes...
first cast.... no fish....
second cast... no fish...
third cast... piak!!!
my line snapped!!!

okay la...
i thought just like normal wear and tear...
my lure was like 3m away from me...
floating....
then i change to another lure...
rapala rattlin'
okay... first ten cast... no fish...
on the 11th cast... piak!!!
FUCK MAN!!! wadsup wit today?
all snapped...

i think that i am casting to strong...
i was using a 4 feet rod...
but i manage to reach the distance where nadzir was casting...
another reason could be that my line snaps easily...
or it is just that i am too unlucky la...

then i met up with a guy from the forum...
he got a record of 6kg toman...
he taught me lotsa things...
to all anglers whom i taught...
i am sorry...
all the knowledge that i have imparted to you is crap.
it is not exactly crap la...
but there is better knowledge to replace it...
and u can save money on barrel swivels...

next time...
we go bashing at lsr...
who is up for it?
first come first serve basis ah...
MAX 3 ppl...
limited standing place...
must reach there early morning...
tell me if u wanna go...
afta i get my rod... new line... some new poopers... some pencils...
we go.
amacam??

and ya...
i am bored...

see ya

NAZ

Bored !!!

hello...
i'm so bored la...
nothing to do...
wanna go fishing but no rod...
wanna play soccer but onli can in the evening...
onli can go gym...

all my friends on holidays...
no fishing kakis...
no soccer kakis...
never have gym kakis...
my life is miserable without my friends...
so bloody boring...

what i have been doin?
i have been gym-ing...
i have been spending time with my girlfriend...
playing soccer...

IWANNAGOFISHINGLAHHH!!!!
anyone can jio me??
must have spare rod ah...
my rod under mainteinance ah...
fuck la...
my blue mountain!!!

haiz...

BOREDOM!!!

NAZ

Leaving On A Jetplane

Or should I say a Hyundai Matrix. Family's driving up to KL in a couple of hours. Gah.. Exams are in 6 days and here I am gallivanting overseas.

Spent the entire day at home slacking and staring at the walls. M.P.A.J.A members were busy, Kim's already in Malaysia and Naz is out "gymming" as usual. It's amazing how slowly time passes by when you have got totally nothing to do, and how fast it goes when you're having the time of your life. It's like we're not meant to have fun or something. Though I did like the fact that I had time to dream and contemplate about all kinds of stuffs.

I apologize to my friends. People whom I gladly helped in the past, but coldly turn away now. I guess it's part of my new demeanor, not that it's cool or what to portray some bad person, but it's a feeling that's been growing on the inside, which one just can't resist anymore. Maybe it's because of bad experiences, or maybe because I saw it on TV, but alas, you don't really have a way to explain it to people you know?

Ok damn it. I need to catch a fish. My 2 mates already have 2 to their names already, though they have been at it for months and I'm a newbie whose experiences barely spans across a week. That said and done, I've only been on 2 fishing trips, but it's no excuse! Plus I broke my Zangetsu (a name I gave my black rose fishing rod, after Kurosaki Ichigo's Zanpakuto in Bleach) (yes I'm a geek.), lucky I managed to to fix it and it's back to top condition once more, though I lost 6 inches of it. I'll get those bastards back one way or another.

Oh well, I'm packed and ready, going to be back on Tuesday.

Cheerios.

Sham
Wannabe nerd boy in glasses

Silly God Disco - the GazzettE

Peng Hir!!!

yay yay.. caught a new species of fishy today! a haruan! its not small but not big.. but gave a damn good fight! i nearly slipped and fell into the water.. had to lean back all the way to conquer it.. but it was fun.. Naz caught a good size Peacock Bass as you can see.. power ar sia! Amacam? we getting better already.. lol..

Anyway, in a few hours time, i'll be leaving for Malaysia.. not very sure when i'll be back.. but hope to be back soon.. gonna try my luck fishing there.. maybe get a kimbarlor ar? haha.. jus hope i will think of shits over there.. as i'll most prob be alone.. yeah.. oh well.. heres the pic! Nadzir spoilt the whole picture ar.. but its ok! whahahahhaha! cheers.

Heres the pic.. i dun look gd when i fish la.. haha..

Jus
z...........

Tired la...

today went luring.... fooh!

kena PB again!!!

this time bigger than the previous one i caught...

the fight was okay...

didn't really get into any tight situations...

sham broke 6inches of his rod...

he was very sad...

but in the end, oso happy... bought a guide.

6"6' rod become 6"

kesian sey...

now i onli with 6"6'...

nevermind la...

its not the rod...

chinese new year coming...

its gonna be really boring...

frens all going overseas...

i tink i go chiong at gym again la...

hope to get different fishes at the spot soon la...

quite sian getting PB...

wanna get TOMAN!!!

NAZ

If You SMELL!!!

yay! got my first fish! lol! brought tears of joy to me.. lol.. actually.. it kinda frightened me.. haha.. went with nadzir today.. he never get anything.. haha. oh well. after fishin.. went off to meet Naz, Sham, and Kah Wei.. Kah Wei bought his new rod.. so we have a new member!.. lol.. good luck yeah.. then after lepaking at Dave's.. went off to eat at City Hall's Long John Silver.. this time Naz never eat 2 combo 1.. not fun.. oh well.. after that.. went of to Penin and sat at one corner.. we talked about lots of things.. some of them got me thinking a lot.. oh well.. some things you just can't change huh..

After that, went off to Pasir Ris Pond.. bumped into Gab on the way.. chat about nonsense stuff all the way back to Pasir Ris.. and he poked my "Toman" for nothing.. lol! ok.. den after looking at ppl pancing.. i walked home alone.. thought about so many stuffs.. not emo.. just full of thoughts.. i have no idea who i can talk my feelings out to.. its hard.. but oh well..

Anyway, i will be going off to Malaysia on sat morning.. won't be back till next Thurday i think.. so yeah.. dun miss me yeah.. ahh.. who will? cheers!

Heres the pic..

Jus

So it ends here..

And its over.. Valentines.. real glad i have my friends.. i mean.. i will prob be in a worst state
of mind without them.. cheers to Sham and Naz.. and Ahmad for being so fun to make fun of..
met Naz at around 3 at bugis today.. den met up with Mon.. had lunch at Long John Silver.. Naz ate 2 .. i repeat.. 2 Combo 1... lol! Then went to lure haven.. talk to Bugger.. and ask about the Kims and all.. he aint much of a bugger.. very helpful..
Dave was asleep.. lol.. must be so boring for Mon.. haha.. poor thing.. lol..

Later, went to Orchard for a while.. met up with some of Mon's friends.. then we all head to Orchard Cineleisure.. played pool.. i won Naz.. like.. of course right? lol! but i lost to Mon.. er.. that was a once in a blue moon kinda thing.. lol! then Ray came! and oh hell! almost beat me! lol! But
she ended up helping me win the game instead!

After pool, departed to khatib.. took 39 to Pasir Ris.. had dinner at Central.. Then after much persuasion to get Fai to come meet us coz Mat was with us.. we head to Pasir Ris Fishing Pond.
not much ppl were fishing today.. i mean.. yeah.. Valentines.. oh well.. den headed back home..

Never had a wonderful Valentines before with the one i love.. and i really regretted.. but well.. alls gone.. but thanks to my friends.. and the sweet people i recently met.. my lifes not that bad.. (that sorta ryhmes).. Cheers..

Jus
i still





(PS. Fai's valentine is Mat.)

Vanessa Hudgens

I love Vanessa Hudgens!!!



NAZ

Valentine Virgins & Runaway Responsibilities

First blog post. Ever.

I wonder what it's like spending this day with someone you love, or with anyone at all. Ahhh, yes, I've never lived this day to its expectations of romance and things like that. Though I've seen many others have. Whether its with their true love of many years, or someone off the street a few days ago.

The single life. I can't say that I've never fell for someone before, we all have. But I've never seriously pursued anyone before, and it leaves me with the all too familiar feelings of "what if....". The feeling that makes you feel lonelier when your friends are away, the empty feeling of wandering the streets by yourself, the half felt joy when you have no one to embrace with your accomplishments, the sinking feeling of not being able to talk to somebody when you're doing nothing at all.

But it's not all bad. Friends are always there to help. Playing football, the game of my life, takes it all away and the only thing that matters is having fun. Now, there's also fishing to take up my time, it isn't all about catching big fishes, it's a common activity that brings the remnants of the M.P.A.J.A together, to talk, meet each other, or just to hang out.

Hah. I'm just being optimistic here. There's something good that'll come out of everything. Nothing will actually amount to a bad ending. Well except for my coming semester exams. Fuck.

Cheerios.

Sham
Aspiring footballing, fishing, J-rocker
No, I'm not emo

Scar Tissue - Red Hot Chili Peppers

Scar tissue that I wish you saw
Sarcastic mister know it all
Close your eyes and I'll kiss you 'cause
With the birds I'll share
With the birds I'll share
This lonely view
With the birds I'll share
This lonely view

Valentine sux

woooh....

u noe wat?
i can't wait to start training...
at gym... at CALIFORNIA FITNESS BABY!!!!
woot...
get body like Terry Crews...
then can get girl like Vanessa Hudgens
woot....

today fishing abit mengarot la sia...
onli tambans onli...
todak very smart...
but i think can outsmart them ah...
maybe next time...
maybe on wednesday or thursday or friday or saturday or sunday....

GUYS!
start training for 10 march man...
u all are important to this team!!!
>>>>FOCUS<<<<

NAZ

Macho guy

Vanessa Hudgens' boyfriend

Fucked Up.

I'm frightened at night and the wind has a roar
It seeps through the hall and from under the door
Like the shit that was said
I can't take it that well
I give and I give and I give and I give and I'm still
Lost and hurt and bone thin from the love that's been starved
I know it got close but I'm sure it's too far
From the point of suspense, we know it should be
The end of that part of our favorite movie
When the guy grabs the girl and gives her his hand
Says take me away from this torturous land
Cause the grave is set up, the hole that I dug
I gave and I gave and I gave and I gave you my trust
Like the time that we kissed and you gave me a lie
To add to the scene you pretended to cry
But I'm here and I'm cool, the way that it is
Just give me a chance and I'll try to forgive

And I don't know
And I can't guess
If it's gonna be OK
But now my last wish
Is that you do this with me
Kiss me here and hold my hand
Let me feel like I'm the only one
I know you can
Won't you do it for me now

I've really had it with the rain of the tears
The predictable storm that has come every year
And it sneaks in from shore with a bat in its hand
I'm trying I'm trying I'm trying I'm trying I can't
You're a thief and a witch but I love you to death
You steal my heart and curse under your breath
But the one thing that I can most willingly prove
That when you are gone I'll be fine without you


Jus