TheMengarots

beauty....

2007-08-07T21:01:00.000+08:00

ended my dry spell with this cute lil queenie.. enjoy.. :)

J i x x i e

Record!

2007-07-22T21:05:00.000+08:00

hehe. got my personal biggest fish yet! 12lbs Barracuda. Sorry if i look stupid with my shorts up high. had to wade in the water you know. total unglamorous! but look at the fish. not me! :)

Jus

woah

2007-07-21T23:03:00.000+08:00

Sooooo yea. Haven't been posting in awhile, been busy with school and shit. Sucks to be me. Got to get my grades up or there'll be a 4th year for me in NYP. nooooooooooo

Anyways I was watching the MTV Japan Video Music Awards today. Japanese people sure love Daniel Powter and his Bad Day video. The girl in that video was hot, I think she was in the OC as Anna. So I like girls with short hair. Yea. Actually no, I just generally like fun people.

Ok Ok back to the awards show. The finale was somewhat cool? There's this guy called DJ Ozma who came on stage and starting jumping around and singing. Did he rip off some Korean guy I don't know, but the crowd looked fantastic. They were like all ecstatic and joining in. Not that I wanna dance to some weird guy on stage, the point is that they're not just standing there looking at the artist and that's pretty cool.

So anyways, this was what they were doing, more or less. It's not the awards, but its the same song.

Sham
yeaifanboyaboutjapan

Suspended From Class - Camera Obscura

Swollen Summer

2007-06-20T22:03:00.000+08:00

Deeeeeaaaaaddddddddd. I'm gooooiiiinnnnngggg tooooooooooo dddddiiiiiiiieeeeeeeeeeeeee.

All I've been doing during the holidays is just going out with friends and watching shows on my laptop. I think there are exams next week. I don't know. My brain melted last week and I'm still waiting for a new one. Bah I have tons of projects to get done too and some lab report too. Thanks to my lovely classmates for bringing me back to our not so perfect polytechnic life. I appreciate it.

I think I need to get a life. A real one. With things actually happening. Everyone else has like been on holidays or out with their families or doing some weird activities. Gosh I haven't played football in awhile too.

Ok I'm just being self absorbed and being jealous of everyone else. I'm thinking waaay too much for someone like me. Guess it's the effects not sleeping for the past 40hours. Ok I'll shut up now.

Sham
idontgiveashit

Melody of Certain Three - Blonde Redhead

Semakau trip!

2007-06-17T22:34:00.000+08:00

Stayed over Yun Wei's house last night. was thinking about the competition whole night long. couldn't sleep until like 3 in the morning! lol! had to wake up at 5.40am in the morning. set off in Team Brown's car towards Pasir Panjang Ferry Terminal. The weather was horrible and we were telling ourself that its a bad day to fish.We took a ferry towards Semakau Island and it took us around 20 mins to get there. We had a short briefing once we arrived on the island and then, we were transported to our luring spot via bus.

Once we reach there, we had to wait for the weather to die down which it did not the whole day. So we were like we didn't pay 50 bucks to come here and freeze to death so we jus went ahead and lure in the freezing rain! heh. Yun wei hooked up at awesome size Queenie but lost the fight to it in the end. damn it. nearly could won 3rd place.

After a while of running towards the shelter and going down back to fish, i finally got my 1st hook up around 11.40am. was just cranking and cranking when suddenly i felt a small blow to the lure. so i stop suddenly and give it a twitch and BOOM! fish on babe! hehehe. the fight was superb! took me like a whole 10 mins to win the GT. and finally it was bogaed and it was landed. everyone was cheering and amazed that in such weather, a GT may be caught let alone a fish.

In all, it was a wonderful experience. One of Dave's friend got 2nd place for a 3.5lb GT and Nick Matthew(ymh) got 3rd place for a Queenie. here are some pics.

Jus
letitbe

Video shoot.

2007-06-13T21:22:00.000+08:00

Went for a video shoot today. was damn shy at first. but got use to it. had to perform a 'airband' kind of thing where we have to rock out without instruments to songs! hahah. Its for some promoting of a competition for the ultimate airband group thingy. the video will be posted on some website soon i think. yeah. kinda lame. but the prizes are atrractive and i'm paid for the shoot and for the visiting of all the tertiary schools(polys, ITEs and Unis). Haha! Have to walk around looking very 'Rock'. tsk. oh wells. cheers for now.

p.s. Rock & Roll ain't gonna die.

Jus
I'llbethereforyou

Finally my first.

2007-06-12T14:34:00.000+08:00

First saltwater catch on lure. And the biggest fish i caught. Peacock Bass 6lbs. and i wanna i wish her all the best after catching something too. Enjoy the pics.

Jus

Argh!

2007-05-30T21:24:00.001+08:00

This is stupid.

I was walking in the rain. I slipped and fell on a road. Rolled down a slope. Hoody got torn up.

SHIIIIT LA. It's only been worn for 2 weeks.

I am a loser.

Sham
myluckstinkssobadly

Day In Day Out - Catch 22

Public Service Announcement

2007-05-30T01:17:00.000+08:00

I hate green tea.

Oh, and I hate you. Stop ruining my life.

Sham
i'llratherhumpacow

Art Star - Yeah Yeah Yeahs

you are screwed up

2007-05-29T22:07:00.000+08:00

i have heard lotsa things. i hope they are not true but it is dawning upon me that the rumours are true. i hope........

screwed up with a capital K!!!

Naz

Beep beep.

2007-05-25T23:46:00.000+08:00

Electronic Babeh!!!

Jus

SONG BO?????

2007-05-23T22:13:00.000+08:00

today i went bashing wit nad... come across a new spot when bashing...

TOMAN HEAVEN!!!
total hits:10 hits
total fishes landed:

2 peacock bass (2lbs and the other dun bother weigh cos too small)

4 tomans (one 5lb mama/papa, 4.5lb,2.5lb,1lb)

something new that never happen:

both me and nad landed our first toman!

we got a double hook up

let the pics do the talking:

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UNSATURATED PEOPLE!

2007-05-16T20:42:00.000+08:00

We camwhore differently. This means we are indie and cool.

fish on.

2007-05-16T12:53:00.000+08:00

went luring this early morning. caught this 2.5 pound giant snakehead. enjoy.

Jus
yougotitallwrong

Listen.

2007-05-14T23:11:00.000+08:00

I remember all the time you spent with me
It broke my heart to see you go
And I remember those times that you were there for me
And I remember the drive home

Last night
I forgot to tell you
Last night you had to die alone

I remember always looking up to you
But you were never looking down
And I remember that warm September afternoon
And I remember all the sounds

Last night
I forgot to tell you
Last night you had to die alone
Last night
I forgot to tell you
Last night I didn't want to say goodbye

You meant the world to me
And I know that we will be together in the end forever baby
Yeah forever baby
I'm feeling alone now
More than I've ever been
I just want to feel you in my arms again

Last night
I forgot to tell you
Last night you had to die alone
Last night
I forgot to tell you
Last night I didn't want to say goodbye

Jus
don'teverleaveme

The Tale of the Telebubbies

2007-05-13T14:12:00.000+08:00

Unless I grip the sword,
I cannot Protect you.
While gripping the sword,
I cannot embrace you.

I beat the thing yesterday. I had it under control and it benefited me alot. Maybe I've finally won? No. It still lingers deep down inside of me. Ready to burst out. Ready to pull me down.

Argh. My body is in shambles. I can barely move. My head hurts like crazy. I can't think straight, neither can I try to think straight. I've been laying down for the past 15 hours. Just waiting to heal.

3rd place. That's how the telebubbies finished. One of the best teams of the tournament as decided by a few. I won't linger in defeat. So I'll say this only one time. I'm sorry I didn't score when it counted. After a 2 hour long break before the semi final, most of us got lethargic, playing badly against a team just 30mins fresh out of their last game. It had to be settled on penalties. We were cheated I'd say. Aren't there supposed to be 5 kicks? No there we only 3. and we lost because of that. Gah. Since I was the third kicker, I didn't even get the chance.

But don't fret, we played very well. Perfect record in the group stage with 12/12 points taken. Frustrations were taken out during the 3rd/4th place match.

Thanks to Joga Bonito for providing the most entertaining game in the competition. Against us no less. I ended with 5 goals in 5 games. Not bad I say. I don't believe in bullying "lesser" teams, just for a goal difference. Especially in a competition for fun like this.

Oh well. I'd best go back to recovering. Hope I'll get well soon

Sham
phew.

You'll Be Safe Here - Rivermaya

I see a glow from far away.

2007-05-09T11:15:00.000+08:00

Lately, haven been doing pretty well. nothing much really happened. just enjoying my life with the mpaja members. Naz and sham most of the time. and a new friend made, Yun Wei. been out luring most of the time. but i still haven break my dry spell.

there was a moment of time, when i suddenly felt i couldn't take it no longer. i was feeling the tip of this sharp sword you are brandishing at me. i asked my closest friends. what should i do. they say. pick up a shield. defend yourself. but i say, disarm you. and bring you to my side. i couldn't set my mind right. i couldn't set my heart right. i was at an absolute lost.

sometimes, there are stuffs that i would rather not know. stuff that i would rather not feel the burden in my chest. but still, i know stuff. i know whats happening. i dun wish to believe them. but theres nothing to lie about. you told me the sun has set. you told me it will not rise at my side of the world. so the lies that you told me they were, may jus be true, or turn out to be.

for so long, i've been following the direction of my heart. it has pointed to where i am today. now that i am alone. still alone. its because of the arrow of my heart. if i would have to choose between your eyes and the sun, i would be one nocturnal son of a gun.

Jus
takemeawayfromthishorribleplace.

The Silence In Black & White

2007-05-06T22:29:00.000+08:00

If I were the rain,
Could I connect with someone's heart.
As the rain can unite,
The eternally separated earth and sky?

Downhill would be a huge understatement. It has been going all the way down since the last post. Everyday it's been raining. Though rain is a good thing when you just want to sit back and think. But it's not when you want to have fun. The pitch is in a terrible condition. We're all practically dragging our feet through the mud just to get to the ball.

Didn't hang out as much this week, been real busy with work and all. They say time flies when you're having fun, but it just zooms past you when you have too many things to do.

I feel it even more now. That thing.. Sometimes it just wants to make me scream out. I can't let it get to me. Not now. Not when everything else is at stake.

Sham
please.

All That I've Got - The Used

On Frail Wings of Vanity and Wax

2007-04-28T22:20:00.000+08:00

It's been a pretty cool weekend so far. Hung out at town overnight till this morning, with kim and EILE. Ivy went home early, she always goes home early, I don't know why. I'm still scared of her though. It was alright hanging out with them, though I guess it would have been better if more people were there? I'm like new so I wouldn't know. Oh and the early morning prostitutes were definitely not something I wanted to see after not sleeping the whole night. Please tell me they could have afford more than mcdonalds considering their line of work and maybe get better clothes or something.

Football training is going well! Muhaimin's back with us and it has been greatly appreciated return, haven't seen him in way too long. Guess JC life is taking a toll on him. Bastard. He better not fail his "A"s. NYP-SCL football competition coming up in 2 weeks! Can't wait. Honestly, I'm craving for 1st place. Come on, it's football between guys who wear lab coats everyday and play with agar plates and test tubes. Unless some year 1s are really really good, it's gold or bust!

Been feeling more emotional lately, getting angry alot and feeling sad at times. Damn. I hate it. I want to be my ignorant self. But that thing is coming back to haunt me. Is it not something I can leave behind?

Sham
notyetimnotreadytogiveintoyou

The Kill - 30 Seconds to Mars

It has got me thinking...

2007-04-27T09:47:00.000+08:00

i had this convo wit a fren...
she told me... go all out if u want it.
but is this wat i really want?
do i want to do it?
will i regret wat i do or regret wat i didn't do?

long time since i posted
nothing has been going on in my life..
isit cos i choose it or i am jus boring?

Naz

the questions yet to be answered

Hang out. Hanging out. Hung out.

2007-04-21T21:36:00.000+08:00

This place is so dead. But since no one actually comes here, so I guess it's pretty much ok.

Kim(Justin for those that don't call him by that) caught a TOMAN! Real one this time, not those toman kids. Kudos to him for that. Still waiting for my first fish. Waiting and waiting but not going fishing.

Oh and there's this girl. Alicia Chan. She's like all over my in my tangled web of friends. She was in my class in MJC way back in 2006. Apparantly she knows a bunch of my buddies, my schoolmates, and she's also good friends with eliemon whom we all just met and started hanging out with.

Bah. Is hanging out without a purpose a bad thing? I just figured it was fun to have company instead of just going home doing nothing.

And yes I did something to my hair. Looks weird. Real weird. Stop calling me emo and chenhanwei just caused I did it.

Ah well. I'm done for now.

Sham
ihatemyschool

Free World - Love Psychedelico

Get the Riot Vans.

2007-04-07T22:59:00.001+08:00

M.P.A.J.A won. Stupid match, but won nonetheless.

Mr. nazirul's dad! You are so right. Deserved to hear something like that. You just wait. We'll get you back. I'll get you back. Game over just means try again.

I want to catch toman. Toman is a fish. Stupid GIANT bastards better give me my pay soon, so I can purchase a new rod. Until then, just have to try my luck.

Sham
iwannafishfishfish

Brianstorm - Arctic Monkeys

she flew.

2007-03-28T22:11:00.000+08:00

so she went. din know she would really go. oh wells. talk to me a day before she went. told me about it. how am i suppose to react. pfft. gonna miss u so reaking much. though i never had actually talked or seen u.

these few days have been nuts. work till i im sick. i swear. i wun last long man. this job is killing me. murdering those i knew! lol. sigh.

went fishing yest. caught a small cute Jaguar. its bloody small. ahahah. oh wells. nthin to write about. just wanted to save this blog.

p.s. if u wanna know more. talk to me.

Jus
do u still.

Unbreakable.

2007-03-11T23:18:00.000+08:00

9 days later.

I was practically lost on the pitch. Outplayed by opposition. Legs felt cemented and I could only helplessly ballwatch while they played the ball. Missed a textbook long shot, which could have saved the game before halftime, by miles. Gah. It didn't help that I hid my injury from my teammates so that I could play. I'm damn sorry guys, I thought it would be ok but it certainly wasn't.

After contemplating about quitting or leaving the game altogether, I just dove down further into the black abyss that's been holding me down. It's my one big weakness I guess. No amount of stepovers, or no-look passes, or stupid ole tricks will ever be enough to overcome it. A weak heart. Confidence to go one more step, to run just that bit faster, to communicate without words, to trust your own abilities. I guess it's true when they said our goalie had a better chance than me in the midfield.

Today I visited my brother, met my two nieces there. They forced me to play ball with them. Gosh. Seeing them made me see what a wet blanket I was being. Quitting is not cool. Joy. Passion. I have no clue what I can do to overcome my weaknesses. But I must never give up. I'll run the extra miles, I'll get to the weights, I'll get better with the ball. The solution lies somewhere out there and I'll never find it if I just sit around doing shit.

Dare to dribble.
Attack with vision.
Defend with heart.
Play to win.
Lose and learn.
Never be disheartened.
Football is in our blood.

Sham
theboywhodreamtandfailed

Snowflake - Astreal

Captain Panchet

2007-03-11T22:16:00.000+08:00

sorry guys...
captain panchet.

training schedule: cumulative in one week.
60 laps in swimming pool
90minutes of jogging
30 minutes juggling
15 minutes ball work[shooting, passing&crossing]
100 minutes physical training[gym & speed]
20minutes doing reflection
2 minutes of grumbling

soccer is in our blood.
FISHING IS JUST A HOBBY!!!!
its a hobby mother fur-cow~!
HOBBY!!!

buck up! buck up! BUCK UP!
captain flopped yesterday... he wont do it again.
tat is my promise to u guys,my team, my friends,my brothers!

NAZ

Helpless.

2007-03-06T02:12:00.000+08:00

I'm just glad you're doing fine. Its like proving means nothing. What else can i do. Nothing. Pfft.

Jus
iamsurehelooksgood

My Current Babies...

2007-03-05T14:29:00.000+08:00

Haven't been updating in awhile...

i'm here to share my current babies...

the tadpole look-alike was my very first baby. it look sooooo cute. when it swims, the tail moves like a real fish. REALI CUTE LA!

then the blue stick is currently my second favourite. it is not in production anymore, so yeah... won't be using it until i reali pro... i really hope that it will produce me lotsa tomans...

then the final one, and my favourite is my IMAKATSU TRAIRAO. i just got it today. even though its second hand, the condition is really good. it has only been used once, and no fish has bitten it. the inner rattle is superb! damn loud! TOMAN KILLER!!!!

i met the owner of the trairao today. reali frenly guy. he reali taught me lotsa stuffs...

i reali hope tat he will bring me fishing. saltwater lurer... queenie and barracuda killer! got transport somemore... sibeh shiok!

soccer.

love my girlfren...

NAZ

3

2007-03-03T13:57:00.000+08:00

It was suppose to be.. but it was meant to be.. a one way kind of thing.. when can i finally get my mind off it? when the hell can i sleep in peace.. and not think of shits that might be happening that very instance..

It already is over.. she already has moved on.. but why am i still stuck here.. letting every every little things hurt me in so many ways.. I ain't emo.. i am just hurt.. and hurt is something everyone feels.. i do not bother to show anyone my real feelings.. coz i know it doesn't help..

so im having soccer today.. but what use is it.. im still injured.. have no idea whats up with my toe.. it will be better of amputated! gosh.. hey.. i miss you yeah.. a lot.. really hope you're doing fine sweets..

Jus
istill

Dreams.

2007-03-01T13:51:00.000+08:00

had a very bad dream last night. you know when you've been thinking about too many stuff sub-consciously before you sleep.. and you tend to dream about it when u sleep.. dun wanna elaborate much about it.. but it has to do with what i've done wrong in all my life..

there are times when i ask myself.. do i deserve this or that.. but come to think of it.. i hadn't been that good either.. what happened will continue haunting me.. what left me will continue to torment my heart.. and thats the punishment i got..

sometimes i wonder.. if that incident didn't happen.. what will i be going through now? will i still be staying up late everynight.? still be on the verge of tears every now and then.. or will i be the carefree me.. i've made a vow to myself.. not to bring my friends down.. not to let them be affected of what i am going through.. thats why i've been 200% lame.. i enjoy making people laugh.. coz i tend to laugh myself.. that makes me happy i guess.. but when i'm all alone.. thats when the mind starts to play tricks on me..

i've been told to stop thinking and dwelling about what had happened.. told that theres nothing i can do to erase the past.. very true.. but i can't help it when it keeps haunting me.. crawling back into my mind whenever something just reminds me of it.. been trying to keep myself busy.. fishing.. and hanging out with my friends.. thats about it..

i wonder when will it end.. wonder when will it stop.. honestly.. the pain is non imaginable.. i've did too much wrong stuff.. too much.. and i wonder what i can do to save myself..

Jus
shamblamethebookofsecretsnotme
lovesZ

I'll Take My Chances

2007-02-28T23:45:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow's the last day of my exam. Last day of the semester. Last day of year 1 of my polytechnic. Fucking finally la.

Going fishing on Friday! Can't wait. I really need to get the feeling of a fish.

Training officially starts for me tomorrow. Running, exercise, weights, possibly gymming too. Then there's ballwork too.. sigh.. Being dropped from the team really hits you hard. Morale is damn low. Hearing about the match just makes it worse. But I guess it's all I deserve since I haven't been trying hard to improve or playing well at all.

Well in the words of some person. "Gambatte! Don't give up! Whether it's 90 minutes or just 9 minutes, earn your place and play your heart out."

Well I guess she's right. I got nothing to prove to anyone except myself.

9 days to make up for 9 months of pathetic play.
9 days to get my act together.
9 days to get my confidence back.
9 days for No.9.
Do or die.

Sham
Iwontturngayinayearfuckyoukimswee

Song 2 - Blur

Lucky Fag~!

2007-02-27T23:11:00.000+08:00

LOL!! ok.. so i posted about bashing the other day.. so yeah.. went bashing at LSR today.. wow.. what an adventure we had.. its really not for the faint hearted.. walked for almost an hour.. to reach to a new spot to fish... quite a lot of action there.. so we casted... and guess what? i caught my 1st toman! lol! a juvenile one.. very cute... the head like smiling.. too bad never take any picture.. cos the fish *ploop* back into the water.. when the juvenile toman took my lure.. my lure went *ploom*.. very cute la.. okok.. enough talking about fishes.. someone complained already! lol!

so today is Naz's birthday! Happy birthday mate! went to town to chill with Naz and ray and someone very vulgar! lol! then afterwards.. me and naz met up with ying liang and sham.. treat Naz to pool.. the bloody Ying liang win all of us.. lol! faggot.. then later.. went to treat Naz to dinner at Far East.. it was all nothing much ar.. but hope Naz enjoyed it ar..

so yeah.. thats about it for today... sigh.. yeah.. thats all for now! Where the hell are you?!?!

Jus
It makes me wanna scream.

Brawl.

2007-02-26T23:25:00.000+08:00

So Chelsea won the Carling cup against Arsenal.. credits still given for the arsenal's young guns who put up a brave and good fight against chelsea.. its like chelsea catching a mummy toman.. hard to conquer.. but manage to land it in the end.. poor John Terry..

Did you see how he was knocked out cold? you should if you haven.. make my heart missed a beat.. received a full blow clearance right on the face.. he swallowed his tongue.. and was unconscious for 1 full min. Credits for the Arsenal's physio for being the 1st on the pitch trying to revive him.. credits to Arsenal's supporters for applauding him off the field.. credits to the player that whacked him.. (he kneeled beside John pit Terry and cried.) sigh.. i wish him all the best..

well.. woke up today. went to an interview at Giant.. Parkway Parade.. thinkin of getting a job at Giant Tamp.. yeap.. then met up with nadzir and nazirul and talk cock at PRP.. NAdzir damn lame ar.. lame to the core.. is worst den me lame.. break my record.. get the lame championship belt (LCB) from me already.. lol.. er.. ok.. that sounds lame.. so i still lame ar nadzir.. sorry ar punat..

then later went to Daves'.. my poor chuggy buggy.. gone.. after serving me with 3 fishes.. gone.. bloody bro of mine.. lol.. lost my lure.. but nvm ar.. new beginning.. hope to land a toman next.. though i have one in ma pants already.. whakakaka!!! jk.. bought a surface cruiser 28g.. heard they doesn't produce it no more.. so quickly buy.. phew... then we were stuck in the rain.. stuck at Daves' for quite long.. see lots of rich fags.. but one ah pek very cute.. hehe..

then later went home.. coz feel so depress.. cant tell why.. yeah.. went back home.. slp till 10pm.. lol! dead log eh.. ahhhh... tomorrow going bashing! can't wait!

well.. thats all for now! i miss you la god dammit.. cheers!

Jus
Lost my soul mate

I Put Emo In Hemoglobin

2007-02-26T19:00:00.000+08:00

Ah fuck. I screwed up big time today and shamed all aspiring teenage scientists out there. I've resorted to sitting the dark corner of my room contemplating about how life sucks.

I was so spaced out during my exam. Lack of sleep? Maybe. Just an excuse for incompetence probably.

Qn26
Draw a prokaryotic cell and label the 5 important components.

lalala. I drew a eukaryotic cell and didn't even bother to check due to ignorance. 10 marks go bye bye.

Qn27
What is nucleic acid? What are the 2 types? Name 3 differences. Name 3 functions of nucleic acids.

I blanked out. I'm 18 and in a polytechnic science course and couldn't answer a question meant for secondary 2 kids. DNA and RNA. Wow. Ahh. Sayoonara to another 10 marks.

I guess I'm just ranting here. But oh well. It's my dump on the internet anyways.

Hopefully I'll meet nice girls when I'm retaking cell biology next year.

Cheerios.

Sham
Mr Brightside

Don't Drink Poison - Le Tigre

Back.

2007-02-24T19:19:00.001+08:00

yeah.. back at singapore since wed.. had quite a good time there.. played with firecrackers and all..
Also got the chance to play with my uncle's new born child.. bloody chubby and cute.. goshness..

Came back to Singapore.. became a sick man.. down on high fever.. now still recovering.. but still.. forced myself to went fishing with my cousin.. caught a PB again.. pb as in Peacock Bass.. not Prison Break.. quite big.. and cute.. put up quite a good fight.. naz and nadz keep saying i lucky bastard.. but cant blame them.. coz i tink i am.. (only with the fishes)

Then went out with mon, rae, naz, and sham to town.. played pool.. i won every match.. den walk around.. so boring down there.. so crowded too.. due to Chingay.. den later rae had to go home.. den me, naz, sham, and mon went walking towards part of orchard i never have been to.. so underground.. then went to play pool again.. so many ang mors.. bloody action.. yeah.. den head home..

went to sleep-over at sham's house last night.. did plenty of stuff together..*uh-hum* yeah.. watch Napoleon Dynamite.. merepek show.. but funny.. cos its merepek.. yeah..

den today.. have soccer training.. was so looking forward to it.. but alas.. cant play much.. something's wrong with my toe.. very painful.. feel so depress.. no confident.. den went home first.. coz feel so depress.. hope recover in time for the match.. not saying that the team really needs me.. but i really wanna play.. yeah..

so now im at home.. some shit just happens.. yeah.. oh well.. thats all for now.. cheers..

Jus
can you hear me..

Time to UPGRADE!!!

2007-02-19T15:41:00.000+08:00

today i went luring with nadzir...
reach spot X at 6.50am...
the bus was super fast...
zoom zoom zoom...

everything was ready....
knots... lures...
start off with the lure that got me my two fishes...
first cast.... no fish....
second cast... no fish...
third cast... piak!!!
my line snapped!!!

okay la...
i thought just like normal wear and tear...
my lure was like 3m away from me...
floating....
then i change to another lure...
rapala rattlin'
okay... first ten cast... no fish...
on the 11th cast... piak!!!
FUCK MAN!!! wadsup wit today?
all snapped...

i think that i am casting to strong...
i was using a 4 feet rod...
but i manage to reach the distance where nadzir was casting...
another reason could be that my line snaps easily...
or it is just that i am too unlucky la...

then i met up with a guy from the forum...
he got a record of 6kg toman...
he taught me lotsa things...
to all anglers whom i taught...
i am sorry...
all the knowledge that i have imparted to you is crap.
it is not exactly crap la...
but there is better knowledge to replace it...
and u can save money on barrel swivels...

next time...
we go bashing at lsr...
who is up for it?
first come first serve basis ah...
MAX 3 ppl...
limited standing place...
must reach there early morning...
tell me if u wanna go...
afta i get my rod... new line... some new poopers... some pencils...
we go.
amacam??

and ya...
i am bored...

see ya

NAZ

Bored !!!

2007-02-18T10:51:00.000+08:00

hello...
i'm so bored la...
nothing to do...
wanna go fishing but no rod...
wanna play soccer but onli can in the evening...
onli can go gym...

all my friends on holidays...
no fishing kakis...
no soccer kakis...
never have gym kakis...
my life is miserable without my friends...
so bloody boring...

what i have been doin?
i have been gym-ing...
i have been spending time with my girlfriend...
playing soccer...

IWANNAGOFISHINGLAHHH!!!!
anyone can jio me??
must have spare rod ah...
my rod under mainteinance ah...
fuck la...
my blue mountain!!!

haiz...

BOREDOM!!!

NAZ

Leaving On A Jetplane

2007-02-17T23:56:00.000+08:00

Or should I say a Hyundai Matrix. Family's driving up to KL in a couple of hours. Gah.. Exams are in 6 days and here I am gallivanting overseas.

Spent the entire day at home slacking and staring at the walls. M.P.A.J.A members were busy, Kim's already in Malaysia and Naz is out "gymming" as usual. It's amazing how slowly time passes by when you have got totally nothing to do, and how fast it goes when you're having the time of your life. It's like we're not meant to have fun or something. Though I did like the fact that I had time to dream and contemplate about all kinds of stuffs.

I apologize to my friends. People whom I gladly helped in the past, but coldly turn away now. I guess it's part of my new demeanor, not that it's cool or what to portray some bad person, but it's a feeling that's been growing on the inside, which one just can't resist anymore. Maybe it's because of bad experiences, or maybe because I saw it on TV, but alas, you don't really have a way to explain it to people you know?

Ok damn it. I need to catch a fish. My 2 mates already have 2 to their names already, though they have been at it for months and I'm a newbie whose experiences barely spans across a week. That said and done, I've only been on 2 fishing trips, but it's no excuse! Plus I broke my Zangetsu (a name I gave my black rose fishing rod, after Kurosaki Ichigo's Zanpakuto in Bleach) (yes I'm a geek.), lucky I managed to to fix it and it's back to top condition once more, though I lost 6 inches of it. I'll get those bastards back one way or another.

Oh well, I'm packed and ready, going to be back on Tuesday.

Cheerios.

Sham
Wannabe nerd boy in glasses

Silly God Disco - the GazzettE

Peng Hir!!!

2007-02-16T22:56:00.000+08:00

yay yay.. caught a new species of fishy today! a haruan! its not small but not big.. but gave a damn good fight! i nearly slipped and fell into the water.. had to lean back all the way to conquer it.. but it was fun.. Naz caught a good size Peacock Bass as you can see.. power ar sia! Amacam? we getting better already.. lol..

Anyway, in a few hours time, i'll be leaving for Malaysia.. not very sure when i'll be back.. but hope to be back soon.. gonna try my luck fishing there.. maybe get a kimbarlor ar? haha.. jus hope i will think of shits over there.. as i'll most prob be alone.. yeah.. oh well.. heres the pic! Nadzir spoilt the whole picture ar.. but its ok! whahahahhaha! cheers.

Heres the pic.. i dun look gd when i fish la.. haha..

Jus
z...........

Tired la...

2007-02-16T20:48:00.000+08:00

today went luring.... fooh!

kena PB again!!!

this time bigger than the previous one i caught...

the fight was okay...

didn't really get into any tight situations...

sham broke 6inches of his rod...

he was very sad...

but in the end, oso happy... bought a guide.

6"6' rod become 6"

kesian sey...

now i onli with 6"6'...

nevermind la...

its not the rod...

chinese new year coming...

its gonna be really boring...

frens all going overseas...

i tink i go chiong at gym again la...

hope to get different fishes at the spot soon la...

quite sian getting PB...

wanna get TOMAN!!!

NAZ

If You SMELL!!!

2007-02-15T20:30:00.000+08:00

yay! got my first fish! lol! brought tears of joy to me.. lol.. actually.. it kinda frightened me.. haha.. went with nadzir today.. he never get anything.. haha. oh well. after fishin.. went off to meet Naz, Sham, and Kah Wei.. Kah Wei bought his new rod.. so we have a new member!.. lol.. good luck yeah.. then after lepaking at Dave's.. went off to eat at City Hall's Long John Silver.. this time Naz never eat 2 combo 1.. not fun.. oh well.. after that.. went of to Penin and sat at one corner.. we talked about lots of things.. some of them got me thinking a lot.. oh well.. some things you just can't change huh..

After that, went off to Pasir Ris Pond.. bumped into Gab on the way.. chat about nonsense stuff all the way back to Pasir Ris.. and he poked my "Toman" for nothing.. lol! ok.. den after looking at ppl pancing.. i walked home alone.. thought about so many stuffs.. not emo.. just full of thoughts.. i have no idea who i can talk my feelings out to.. its hard.. but oh well..

Anyway, i will be going off to Malaysia on sat morning.. won't be back till next Thurday i think.. so yeah.. dun miss me yeah.. ahh.. who will? cheers!

Heres the pic..

Jus

So it ends here..

2007-02-15T00:44:00.000+08:00

And its over.. Valentines.. real glad i have my friends.. i mean.. i will prob be in a worst state
of mind without them.. cheers to Sham and Naz.. and Ahmad for being so fun to make fun of..
met Naz at around 3 at bugis today.. den met up with Mon.. had lunch at Long John Silver.. Naz ate 2 .. i repeat.. 2 Combo 1... lol! Then went to lure haven.. talk to Bugger.. and ask about the Kims and all.. he aint much of a bugger.. very helpful..
Dave was asleep.. lol.. must be so boring for Mon.. haha.. poor thing.. lol..

Later, went to Orchard for a while.. met up with some of Mon's friends.. then we all head to Orchard Cineleisure.. played pool.. i won Naz.. like.. of course right? lol! but i lost to Mon.. er.. that was a once in a blue moon kinda thing.. lol! then Ray came! and oh hell! almost beat me! lol! But
she ended up helping me win the game instead!

After pool, departed to khatib.. took 39 to Pasir Ris.. had dinner at Central.. Then after much persuasion to get Fai to come meet us coz Mat was with us.. we head to Pasir Ris Fishing Pond.
not much ppl were fishing today.. i mean.. yeah.. Valentines.. oh well.. den headed back home..

Never had a wonderful Valentines before with the one i love.. and i really regretted.. but well.. alls gone.. but thanks to my friends.. and the sweet people i recently met.. my lifes not that bad.. (that sorta ryhmes).. Cheers..

Jus
i still

(PS. Fai's valentine is Mat.)

Vanessa Hudgens

2007-02-14T23:29:00.000+08:00

I love Vanessa Hudgens!!!

NAZ

Valentine Virgins & Runaway Responsibilities

2007-02-14T23:11:00.000+08:00

First blog post. Ever.

I wonder what it's like spending this day with someone you love, or with anyone at all. Ahhh, yes, I've never lived this day to its expectations of romance and things like that. Though I've seen many others have. Whether its with their true love of many years, or someone off the street a few days ago.

The single life. I can't say that I've never fell for someone before, we all have. But I've never seriously pursued anyone before, and it leaves me with the all too familiar feelings of "what if....". The feeling that makes you feel lonelier when your friends are away, the empty feeling of wandering the streets by yourself, the half felt joy when you have no one to embrace with your accomplishments, the sinking feeling of not being able to talk to somebody when you're doing nothing at all.

But it's not all bad. Friends are always there to help. Playing football, the game of my life, takes it all away and the only thing that matters is having fun. Now, there's also fishing to take up my time, it isn't all about catching big fishes, it's a common activity that brings the remnants of the M.P.A.J.A together, to talk, meet each other, or just to hang out.

Hah. I'm just being optimistic here. There's something good that'll come out of everything. Nothing will actually amount to a bad ending. Well except for my coming semester exams. Fuck.

Cheerios.

Sham
Aspiring footballing, fishing, J-rocker
No, I'm not emo

Scar Tissue - Red Hot Chili Peppers

Scar tissue that I wish you saw
Sarcastic mister know it all
Close your eyes and I'll kiss you 'cause
With the birds I'll share
With the birds I'll share
This lonely view
With the birds I'll share
This lonely view

Valentine sux

2007-02-13T12:59:00.000+08:00

I miss you.. like dearly.. but what to do.. you must have found someone new.. someone better then shit me. went to gab's jamming session yest. it was very cool.. very inspired now to be a great bassist.. then went to gab's house to get my amp.. den chill under his block.. he showed me some tricks on the guitar and taught me a few. Today, have to help my mum clean the house.. sigh.. so empty without you.. but like u said.. it doesn't matter no more. Cheers.

Jus

woooh....

2007-02-11T18:33:00.000+08:00

u noe wat?
i can't wait to start training...
at gym... at CALIFORNIA FITNESS BABY!!!!
woot...
get body like Terry Crews...
then can get girl like Vanessa Hudgens
woot....

today fishing abit mengarot la sia...
onli tambans onli...
todak very smart...
but i think can outsmart them ah...
maybe next time...
maybe on wednesday or thursday or friday or saturday or sunday....

GUYS!
start training for 10 march man...
u all are important to this team!!!
>>>>FOCUS<<<<

NAZ

Macho guy

Vanessa Hudgens' boyfriend

Fucked Up.

2007-02-11T18:32:00.000+08:00

I'm frightened at night and the wind has a roar
It seeps through the hall and from under the door
Like the shit that was said
I can't take it that well
I give and I give and I give and I give and I'm still
Lost and hurt and bone thin from the love that's been starved
I know it got close but I'm sure it's too far
From the point of suspense, we know it should be
The end of that part of our favorite movie
When the guy grabs the girl and gives her his hand
Says take me away from this torturous land
Cause the grave is set up, the hole that I dug
I gave and I gave and I gave and I gave you my trust
Like the time that we kissed and you gave me a lie
To add to the scene you pretended to cry
But I'm here and I'm cool, the way that it is
Just give me a chance and I'll try to forgive

And I don't know
And I can't guess
If it's gonna be OK
But now my last wish
Is that you do this with me
Kiss me here and hold my hand
Let me feel like I'm the only one
I know you can
Won't you do it for me now

I've really had it with the rain of the tears
The predictable storm that has come every year
And it sneaks in from shore with a bat in its hand
I'm trying I'm trying I'm trying I'm trying I can't
You're a thief and a witch but I love you to death
You steal my heart and curse under your breath
But the one thing that I can most willingly prove
That when you are gone I'll be fine without you

Jus